Future author??

I love to write!  So, I've been tossing around the idea of writing.  Children's books, to be exact.  I actually have written 2.  But they were lost when my computer crashed.  I wasn't sure how to retrieve the information out of it.  So, unfortunately, it was taken to the "internet graveyard".  I'm somewhat afraid of rejection.  But, there is only one way to get published...and that is to turn in what you've got and hope for the best.  I need a little bit of reassurance and a helping hand though.  It's unfortuate that I'm so insecure about things like that.  I've gotten much better over the years.  The older I get, the more confident I am.  I just haven't quite got that one down. :)  However, I feel I have an edge...I am a preschool teacher that reads lots and lots of children's books. So I think I can do it!!!  Prayers for me please!!!  It would be so appreciated. I know I have no followers.  But I do have God and Jesus.  :)  And I know they will be rooting for me.